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Thursday, December 3rd, 2009
9:31 pm	business is picking up at monical's. good times. more hours. got tonka vaccinated. no rabies for my dog! my finger's still fucked. (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 26th, 2009
7:50 pm	i had thanksgiving in terre haute with my mom's side. now i'm watching home alone 2. already watched home alone. bowling with the bro later. also, my father saw a truck with ivy tech driving school on it, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna enroll and get my CDL-A. WANT to! (Comment on this)
Monday, November 23rd, 2009
2:23 am	blerg. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 31st, 2009
2:42 pm	dave & his girl moved out, finally. i wasn't sure if they would on their own ever. too bad they accused steve of stealing their shit and acted really immature during the moving process...kids -le sigh- what can you do? so now it's just dicks steve and i. wonderful to the max. gaaaaaaaaawd i hope i make enough money at this new job to re-floor my house. finally. (Comment on this)
Monday, October 26th, 2009
4:28 am	yippee 1. work tues and wed are my last two days at nasty pizza hut. happy! then i start work at tasty monical's, which is a pizza place opening in glendale mall. everyone should try it. i can't wait to start work there. the owner/operator is amazing. i'm developing a business crush on him. 2. camping w steve first night we got there, set up camp. we didnt get there till after dark, then we had to carry all the shit to the site. second day we woke up ate then went hiking for what seemed like foreeeeeever. all afternoon until the sun was setting for sure. soooo sore from carrying camping shit and branches for fire. last day we went down to the lake then packed up and returned. 3. school still @ smwc, i think i just collected enough credits to be considered a real junior now. taking a little time off to figure out my finances, then starting back up again in january. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009
3:01 pm	life update 1. steve things with steve are awesome. he does something different every day that makes me appreciate him more. i feel the words i love you bubbling up all the time, but it's too fast for me to say it. he's been sleeping at my house for pretty much the past month bc the only other place he has to stay is his dad's in noblesville and he doesnt really like living there. but he's not moving in - he's going to look for a studio soon. part of me wants him to move in but i know it's also to fast for that. i want to take this slowly and do things right bc i feel like there's a lot of time for it and that this will last. 2. work pizza hut is insane! this manager named steve was drunk off his ass when i went into the store the other day. instead of doing his job he was playing inside the dumpster, catching raccoons and swinging them around by their tails. fuckin hillbilly. i'm in as a driver when i get there and he just up and leaves without telling anyone, clocking out, or changing over the till! ridiculous! then he sends some chick up later that night to get a free pizza. i tell her i'm sorry but i'm not giving him any free pizza. later as i'm waiting for my driver to get back from his last delivery steve comes back in, still trashed! he has been drunk roughly 20 hrs from what i gathered at this point. he starts yelling at me, i'm trapped in a hallway with one way out. i begin to feel threatened. i ask him multiple times to stop talking to me, stop yelling at me, and to leave. then i warn him a couple times that i'm going to call the police if he doesnt leave. he doesnt so i do and when they come he of course gets belligerent with them and so they arrest him. thank you marion county police dept. the next day my driver gets robbed at gunpoint! they didn't shoot @ hit him but they did fire twice into the ground. scary. on a higher note, the area coach likes me and is teaching me things like inventory, truck ordering, scheduling and i'm on my way to taking over that store as GM. exciting. 3. family the same night drunk pizza hut steve happened, my mom texts me @ 4am asking if i'm awake. two bricks had been thrown through some windows of her house. the police who were there couldn't seem to understand why she was upset and afraid. did christopher do it you ask? he says no. i'm not sure. at first i really thought it was him, but now i think maybe he's too busy with his own life to harass them right now. so my steve and i spent the night at my parent's house. my dad was out of town when this occurred. 4. kimberley's house dave freaked the fuck out real drunk and got in a fight with his girl and kept trying to kill himself. his friend was here fighting him. i dumped their (cheap canadian) whiskey down the toilet. dave lunged himself through his bedroom window. his behavior that night was unacceptable. but that was the only time he's really done anything that bad and everyone fucks up every now and then. i told him to get his shit together. he's been okay since. however, if i do get this GM position i probably will get them outta my house. i'm saving up money every paycheck in order to flip the floors/walls. steve is going to help me. then i'm going to leave this house. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 11th, 2009
12:50 pm	"i love you" he says what??? i'm crazed. and now we're together it feels very natural. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 7th, 2009
5:09 am	holiday world with dicks and alphonso rachel and her girl. fun as hell. amaZOOM. lazy river. water rides. went out when we got back. metro. fun times. got flirted w. and didn't realize it until too late. ohwell. wink next time. ;) heehee. ps. fun as hell. for sure. more tomorrow. (Comment on this)
Friday, July 31st, 2009
11:19 am	this is the last day of my vacation. (Comment on this)
Monday, July 27th, 2009
12:25 am	i just wish i could find my cave for awhile right now (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 17th, 2009
2:37 pm	some pics from when i got assaulted this is how it progressed for a few days. gravity brought the bruise down to my eyes. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 7th, 2009
4:47 pm	well i woke up this afternoon and i got myself a beer. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 6th, 2009
12:23 am	i hate you to the same degree that i used to love her. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
4:35 am	fish "it's okay to eat fish cause they don't have any feelings" -nirvana it's okay to eat fish it's okay to kill bugs they aren't sentient beings. are they? (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 11th, 2009
4:41 pm	crazy bitch i was driving along, minding my own business, going 25 in a school zone like you're supposed to, when this crazy bitch starts honking at me. so naturally i flipped her off. she pulls next to me and yells something to me that i can't hear over the doors. so when i catch up to her, and actually pass her (because she got caught at the red light that i didn't due to the fact that i was actually going the speed limit), i flip her off again on the way. she pulls up next to me at the next light and starts yelling again like a psycho things i can't understand. so i tell her that it's a school zone. she says school's out of session. to which i reply by enlightening her on the concept of summer school and that cops still pull people over in the summer. so she continues to yell at me that she's gonna beat my ass "don't make me get out of this car." bitch i don't give a fuck. i say get out, i'm not scared. so she gets out and when she gets close enough i mace that bitch!!! then i skeeted out of there. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 7th, 2009
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Friday, June 5th, 2009
2:00 am	First Memory Long ago, I was wounded. I loved to revenge myself against my father, not for what he was-- for what I was: from the beginning of time, in childhood, I thought that pain meant I was not loved. It meant I loved. Louise Gluck (Comment on this)
Friday, May 29th, 2009
1:20 pm	today i woke up at the ass crack, picked up my paycheck, was taken into a tiny office where jack told me "it's not working out." it was the first thing i'd ever heard him say that i wholeheartedly agreed with. came home, took a plethera of drugs and ripped up a nasty piece of carpet that tonka had pissed on way too many times. cashed said paycheck and spent the whole of it on a new bicycle which i took for a ride immediately after arriving home. i love it, by the way. the plan for the rest of the day is to nap work a little at noble romans pick up jonathan from the airport (toting alvin along) go with those two to see star trek all in all this day has been pleasurable surrounded by a general sense of ecstasy. according to my calculations, it will end that way as well cant wait!!! :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 25th, 2009
12:44 am	jfill tonight i got off work and i went to jfill's house, where he pampered me. he cooked me an egg sandwich, rolled us a doobie, put me in the jacuzzi, then proceeded provide me with a massage and thought-stimulating conversation. it was just what i needed: a little bit of life inserted into the midst of my insanity. --------------------- moral i'm blessed to be surrounded by the people i am. i must have done something good in several of my past lives in order to accumulate these friends. they love me no matter my place in society, my vanities and vices, my addictions...and i love them too, if not for this alone. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 20th, 2009
2:03 pm	so i'm at home depot and this dude i work with named john is like "come help me get this patio furniture for a customer" so i'm like okay whatever lalala cuz we do it all the time. when we find it, it's this huge fucking box that i can literally fit inside of and i'm like "okay what do you want me to do" he says "just pick it up and help me put it on the cart. it's not heavy." this box is on top of another one just like it. so i'm like okay whatever. i push my end of the box off the one it's on top of and it falls directly to the floor. i just dropped that shit fuck it there was no way i could hold it. he looks at me and goes "just let it fall it's too late now." i look at this box that's already on the floor. he looks at it too and goes "it weighs 96 pounds" and i go "that's only me." he goes "oh i'm sorry i didn't know" (1 Comment |Comment on this)